hey wwhats going on people? n2mh i have not been on here in like forever!!! i have had to work like every day!!!! i have today and tomorrow of its amazing!!!! i am going to go to church tomorrow i have not been able to go in a long time!! i have a lot of things going on that i should not have to deal with and it has been really hard and i am just going to give it all to god i need some help i cant do it on my own!!!

        813-6837 give me a call if you wanna do something this summer!!!!

    ~Tabby~

how many of you hate the feeling when you know that you have hurt someone really bad? you know when everything seams like it will never work out and all you can think about is trying to make it better but you know that you cant!!!!  I don't know what to do at this time in my life I have so many things that are horrible in my life and I cant take ever since it started I have been going to other things to numb my pain but it seems to come back stronger and stronger!!! I am starting to worry but am afraid to tell myself the truth and I cant even bare to look in the mirror any more!!!! and I keep trying to go and talk to people but every time I do it always backfires on me and its all my fault!!! and I cant go through this life all on my own I need people to be there and to help me up when I fall I need you there to pick me up and I cant have you there because I hurt you so badly.... you know who you are and I don't ask you to reply to me but just no that I really am sorry!!!! I mean it truly. I am going to end with this never hurt the one that you love because you never no what might happen if it is your best friend or boyfriend/girlfriend your dad/mom.... until tomorrow love you!!!

  ~Tabitha~

i am on my way back to kc tomorrow!!!!!!  ill be home around 6!

 ~tabby~